ENTAH APE-APE ENTAH...

2010-07-09T08:10:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time since I visit this blog.
Too much work and commitment in work..:) Still, men should have a break a guess. Been sick for a week now. Hope to get well soon so that I can move on with my plan to finish up research and works. Plus, must get well for camping at the end of this month.
Work? Currently doing research for a particular project.. Cant describe how much i love doing the job. I did really learn many things from the research.
Home? i haven't forget a single thing about it. Once a month visit to my hometown is part of the training I've been giving myself so that i wont be homesick when started joining the service (Insyaallah). Luckily my family members understand me well and they in fact support me for anything that I do either directly or indirectly.
Study? 1 more semester to go before I'm called a university graduate with degree in law. I'll do my very best for this semester so that i wont regret anything. Study more & play more is my motto... :)

That's all for now. Wish that God allows me to visit this blog again next time..
PEACE OUT....

The 2nd Chance...

2010-01-25T06:48:00.000-08:00

I faced death today.. Yet, my life is still long. The will to keep on living, that's the savior. Was i scared??? Definitely! Its not that I'm scared to die. I'm scared that I'll leave all people that i love the most behind with them missing me n without me having the opportunity to give or contribute to them anything yet.
Its true when people said that u will see some picture when you are about to die. In my case the only picture that was running through my mind was my family members' faces. It make me think after the incident that noting is more important other than my family. Today, since the 2nd chance is given to me, I promised myself to dedicate my life to my family especially my Mom n Erina.
An advice to all is that, enjoy your life n keep up with your family when you still has the chance. Life is short n u just don't know when its gonna end...

NAILS IN THE FENCE

2010-01-15T20:51:00.000-08:00

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.

Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.

The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence He said, 'You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. But it won't matter how many times you say I’m sorry, the wound will still be there.”

3 jam saje lagi...

2009-12-30T20:18:00.000-08:00

3 jam sebelum legal research perlu dihantar... Apa yang aku buat? lepak2 depan laptop browse internet. hahaha.. Dah kalau semua orang nak serabut-serabut, sibuk, takkan la aku nak join. Sekarang pasrah je tunggu submission. Kalau kena halau, balik bilik n siapkan alatan memancing untuk weekend ni. Bukannya susahpun hidup ni..:)

KERJA, KERJA, KERJA

2009-12-29T21:25:00.000-08:00

Bila dah 4th year, what do u expect? Bajet power, kerek dgn junior. Tapi reality nye.. KERJA......! Berlambak-lambak kerja diberi. Kelas, tutor, assignments, presentation dan yang sewaktu dengannye. Bila cuti Awal Muharam, kerja. Bila cuti christmas, kerja. Bila cuti New Year, pun kerja...! Lama2 mati sebab buat kerja. Bila kerja dah banyak, mental tak stable, otak pun mereng..

2009-12-29T06:00:00.000-08:00

Bila orang pijak kepala kita, kita buat ape?
Bila orang cuba nak guna kan kita, kita buat ape?
Bila orang kurang ajar dengan kita, kita buat ape?Bila kita rasa nak pijak muka orang tu, kita buat ape?
Bila dah tak boleh sabar lagi, takkan taknak buat ape-ape......

12.15.22.5.12

2009-11-09T05:33:00.000-08:00

Everytime i'm with you i feel the pain, yet the pain is so beautiful that its hard for me to let it be cured. If only you know how i feel, if only you know what i meant, and if only you know the pain.. Hey, miss you evry minute in my life till the last drop of my soul is drained...

KEPADA YANG POYO2

2009-11-05T22:26:00.000-08:00

Examination period, thats when people come out with various problems... suddenly. People memorizing as many as possible. Dude, come on... Life is not all about studying, memorizing n scoring in your paper. Trust me, i noe. Let me get this straight, life as a student is about helping others to pass in their exam (bukan untuk diri sendiri jea), its how u control your life n u your emotions. N mostly for u to enjoy ur position as a student and to find as many friends as possible. So, study relax2 je sudah. POYO!

BLURR.....

2009-10-07T21:45:00.000-07:00

what do you do when....

You dont know what to do, where to go n no one that can help you,
Totally lost in this complicated world,
Too many stuff to do in which no one, not even those who are responsible for that task to assist you,
When you feel that this world is full of morons,
When you feel that there is no more hope,
When you feel nothing...
What do you do?

HAPPY BELATED RAYA....

2009-09-12T08:55:00.000-07:00

BUAT DIRIKU DAN SEMUA..

2009-09-03T20:20:00.000-07:00

Buat sahabat, rakan, kawan dan kenalan.....
Setelah lama x update, i was called to update this blog. Mungkin sebab aku merasakan perlunya aku post these words..

Mungkin sesetengah daripada kita sedang bergembira dengan kehidupan kita. Mungkin juga ada segelintir sedang menghadapi cabaran dan masalah masing2. Setiap dari kita mempunyai masaalah masing2 dan dari aspect kehidupan aku, lately ni aku banyak dapat masalah dan melihat rakan2 menghadapi cabaran, tak kira besar ataupun kecil... Cuma yang berbeza hanyalah degree ataupun tahap masalah itu sendiri.

Aku berharap kita semua masih mampu untuk berdiri dan melangkah kehadapan. Sungguhpun aku tidak memahami sepenuhnya masalah dan kesusahan yang kamu lalui, akan tetapi ingatlah,jauh disudut hatiku ini, aku sentiasa mengingati dan berharap kamu semua dalam keadaan yang baik dan bertambah baik.
Jika sekiranya engkau merasakan yang dirimu itu tidak mampu lagi berdiri dan melangkah kehadapan, sahutlah tanganku agar dapatku membantu.. Aku sentiasa disini untukmu seperti mana engkau ada disitu untukku...

RAMADHAN

2009-08-28T06:56:00.000-07:00

It have been a while since i updated my blog.. Busy fixing many problems...;) Thanks to God that I managed to control the situation.

This particular post is actually set up as reminder to all of us. Here I quote a Quranic verse for us to ponder upon..

"Truly Allah leaves to stray whom He wills; but He guides to Himself those who turn to Him in penitence. Those who believe and whose hearts find satisfaction in the remembrance of Allah: for without doubt in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find satisfaction.” 13: 27-28 The Holy Qur’an

It is always my prayer to God that we all will attain peace and blessed by Allah.

Camping...

2009-08-19T01:14:00.001-07:00

Last weekend was awesome.. Camping at Teratak Riverview. The best ever. Although I knew most of the stuff that the teached during the survival, I,m still happy that i was able to have fun with my fellow friends. Glad to have u guys... This will be one of our greatest memory in our bretheren... next post i'll make sure that i am able to post our picts (along with those chicks...:)

JUST ANOTHER PART OF MY TERRIBLE LIFE...

2009-08-11T06:16:00.000-07:00

Lately, i've been strucked by several breakdowns. Name it in studies, family matters and relationship. (what up..?) This week and the week before was kind of a nightmare that happened to me. In facing those problems, it kind of funny that i love to hear this particular song. I just cant get it out of my head for unthinkable reason. So... until now, the song always plays in my head. But, one thing for sure, it is not just an ordinary songs that you guys always listen to. Me, I like those that have good quality such as Wonderful World- Louis Amstrong, Beat It-MJ, Teratai- Sweet Charity, Better Man-Robbie Williams and many other great songs.. The one that always plays in my mind is...(look if u know)

November Rain

When I look into your eyes, I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you, don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle, in the cold November rain

We've been through this such a long long time, just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go, and no one's really sure who's lettin' go today..
Walking away..
If we could take the time to lay it on the line, I could rest my head just knowin' that you were mine... All mine...
So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin' In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my own
Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh....!

November Rain??? It might be my song if it is changed with August Rain...
Well.... Dxxx this life!

TOP 10 ANNOYING THINGS (INTERNATIONAL MOVIES/SERIES)

2009-07-25T01:06:00.000-07:00

Lets start our journey....

1. BARNEY N FRIENDS
No one on earth love that huge ugly purple dinosaur. Plus, it may sing an annoying song.

2. THE SEVEN SAMURAI MOVIE
A movie created in the year 1950's which will cause u a lot of pain. 210 minutes of torture.

3. PUSH 2009
Daa.. What a lame movie.

4. DRAGON BALL THE MOVIE
What the hell? They really know how to destroy a good cartoon.

5. CHIBI MARUKO CHAN
To parents, seriously don't let your child watch that cartoon as it may cause your child to be awesomely stupid!

6. KNOWING 2009 MOVIE
What do you aspect when Nicholas Cage is the hero?

7. TRANSFORMERS 1 & 2
How can people believe that cars may turned into robots, and they live with people. FUNNY...

8. WATCHMEN 2009 MOVIE
A lame movie about a bunch of heroes.

9. SNOW WHITE & SEVEN DWARFS
Bros, please don't be gay..

10. SMALLVILLE TV SERIES
I wonder why is it so hard for Superman to reveal his identity..

and the saga continues.....;)

TRIBUTE TO ‘PAK TAM’

2009-07-08T04:58:00.000-07:00

This particular post is dedicated to Pak Tam (bukan nama sebenar). Sebenarnye aku was2 gak la nak post article ni, tapi pikir2 balik, agak kurang hajar gak kalau x buat macam ni. So here we are…

Malam tu adik aku yang sorang tu (Ezee) terasa nak pow aku dengan sebanyak2 nyer. Dengan selamber jer dia cakap ngan aku macam nie “Angah, jom kita pegi minum. Angah belanja, Ezee pergi tolong bayarkan.” Dengan perasaan hampehnye aku angguk pastu start motor. Yang peliknyer beliau ni xnak naik moto plak malam tu. Ade ker dia suruh aku sebat kete bapak aku? Nak kena pelangkung? Semata-mata nak pegi makan, xkan aku nak isi minyak RM 20. Xpatut….. Nak xnak ikutkan jer perasaan xberperi keabangan dia tu. Dah la dia hentakkan Lamb Chop ngan Juice gelas bapak besar, time nak balik 2 dia suruh aku pegi pusing2 kat Bandar. Nak tengok mat rempit@samseng jalanan katenye. Layan je lah dol… Dah puas buat aku jadi part time driver n dia jadi Sailo, relex je dia arahkan aku drive balik.Sampi je rumah, dia cepat2 cuci muka n kaki, pastu belayar atas katil. Tinggallah aku merehatkan pinggang yang macam nak patah sorang2. Dah kol 2 masa tu. Teringin plak nak membakar diri a.k.a. isap rokok (walaupun Ulfah slalu je tegur. p/s: I’m struggling..:) Time tu la aku prasan yang rokok+lighter+handphone telah dengan jayanye tertinggal kat kedai makan tadi. TERBAIK..! DEngan gelabahnye aku start motor dan merempit ke kedai 2. Sesampai jer aku g kat meja tempat aku n Ezee makan, tapi sumernye dah xder. Aku dgn confident tahap Gerrard amik free kick tanya kat tauke kedai. ( Hallo Babbu.. ) Dia cakap macam ni, “Botak, awak punya handphone sama lighter sini ada. Tapi awak punya rokok saya kasi buang. Takda baik rokok isap.” Aku senyum masa amik barang2 aku. Mestila aku cakap trima kasih, tapi dalam ati mau mendidih gak. Mane tak nyer. Marlboro 20 baru bukak. Kopak kapik btol la lu Babbu. Anyway thanx sebab x jual handphone aku.

Korang2 yang bace article ni dari tadi mesti tertanya2 kan, mane Pak Tam nyer? Mesti ade segelintir dari korang yang teka Babbu tu adalah Pak Tam kan??? Sungguh pun Babbu tu Indian n kulit dia terbakar, aku x lah racist macam korang..:) Cerita tentang the late “Pak Tam” starts from here…

Masa on the way balik, aku malas nak bawak laju2 motor tu. Kalau tergolek tengah jalan pukul 2.30 pagi tu hampeh pun x dapet. So, berbekalkan rokok yang baru dibeli kat 7E, aku ronda2 lah. Pusing2 satu town, masuk taman perumahan, n ronda2 semua kampung yang ada. Wah, macam pak polisi plak… (Kepala hotak berjambul. Mana datang plak idea pagi2 bute tu nak merayau pun aku xtau.) Masa jalan kat satu lorong kat ‘Kampung Kak Bedul’ (Bukan nama kampung sebenar. Celaka betol itu tempat.), aku bawak btol2 perlahan. Semak setinggi pokok galah kiri kanan. Tetiba aku terperasan Pak Tam melintas lorong tuh. Aku nak elak, tapi lorong tu punya lah kecik sampai 2 bijik motor je bleh lalu. Dengan tidak sengaja@tereksiden aku menggilis Pak Tam. Terperanjat beruk mak yeh jugak la masa 2. Takut+terperanjat+marah pun ade gak. Apesal lah time aku lalu kat situlah baru kau nak lintas. Aku brek, n turun. Takut siot… Aku capai kayu nan sebatang kat tepi lorong tu, nak tengok keadaan Pak Tam. Bila aku dekat je, tetiba Pak Tam cuba gigit aku. Sampai ati kau nak gigit aku Pak Tam. Selamat aku sempat elak, kalau x dah pergi melawat cacing dalam tanah agaknye skarang. Pastu aku tengok Pak Tam dah x bergerak lagi. Rupa2nyer Pak Tam dah pergi buat selama-lamenyer. Sedih gak perasaan aku masa tu. Aku x sengaja Pak Tam. Maafkanlah dosa aku… (lepas daripada kejadiaan busuk 2, aku didemamkan selama 3 hari, sampai lah ari ni. Nak makan pun x lalu. Demam terperanjat n sedih sebab aku sayangkan kaum2 Pak Tam, tapi terbunuh dia...)
(P/S: Pak Tam, jangan kau sumpah aku jadi sumpah2 tau… Aku dah buat tribute untuk kau nih.)

BTW, Pak Tam sebenarnya adalah seekor ular hitam yang teramatlah berbisa. Nama saintifik nyer aku xtau, korang carilah sendiri..

ENGLISH IS NOT A THREAT

2009-06-16T20:26:00.000-07:00

Unlike those who oppose, I found it to be a good news to hear that English subject to be a compulsory subject to past in order for students to obtain their SPM certificate. Most people concern that it might affect students from rural areas chances to obtain their certificate. However, one must look at the bright sight of it. The idea of making English compulsory will bring Malaysian a step forward in facing this challenging world. If we are too scared to adopt this idea just because it 'might' affect students in rural areas, just imagine what will happen to them in next ten years from now? And how would they face this challenging world? Opposing this particular idea would make students in rural areas to be left behind. And the question is, are we going to let that situation happen. Furthermore, , it is not a reason not to adopt this idea on the ground that making English a must-past subject to be a factor that make a Malaysian less patriotic. Since English has it mark globally, learning it will be beneficial to all parties as it is a means to compete internationally. One who speaks English does not mean he is less loyal to the country. And, as Raja Zarith Sofiah, Patron of Malaysian English Teaching Association said, “When it comes to English, we must forget politics and nationalism and look at it as a language that could steer us ahead economically.”

READ N UNDERSTAND

2009-06-03T23:07:00.000-07:00

MISTAKES?

THERE ARE CERTAIN THINGS IN LIFE WHERE YOU KNOW ITS A MISTAKE BUT DONT REALLY KNOW ITS A MISTAKE,
BECAUSE THE ONLY WAY TO REALLY KNOW ITS A MISTAKE IS TO MAKE THE MISTAKE AND LOOK BACK AND SAY “YES, THAT WAS A MISTAKE!”.
SO, THE BIGGER MISTAKE WOULD BE THE NOT MAKE THE MISTAKE, BECAUSE THEN YOU GO YOUR WHOLE LIFE NOT REALLY KNOWING IF SOMETHING WAS A MISTAKE OR NOT.

Mothers Day Special-Mum’s Love

2009-05-07T02:13:00.000-07:00

Friends, when i was reading a newspaper i bumped into an interesting and touching article in which i want to share with you. Hope that this article makes you appreciate what you have and think wisely before you do something.

STAR-Tuesday April 28, 2009
Mum’s love saves juvenile.
KUALA LUMPUR: A juvenile sought forgiveness from his single mother in open court under the watchful eyes of the Sessions Court judge.The touching moment moved the hearts of members in the public gallery who shed tears, as did the seven co-accused charged together with the juvenile.It started with Judge Zainal Abidin Kamarudin asking the juvenile how he could not feel pity for his mother who worked as a security guard at a school.“Look at your mother. She is already divorced from your father. She has to work, earning a low income just to give you food,” he told the juvenile, who admitted to charges of committing assault and robbery.The mother, seated near the dock, started to cry uncontrollably, saying she only had RM300 for her family expenses.Upon hearing this, Zainal told the school-dropout: “She has been crying for you non-stop. You ask forgiveness from your mother now so that you will not get a (deterrent) sentence.”The juvenile, who was standing outside the dock, immediately rushed to his mother, took her hands and sobbed. His mother cried and hugged him. She then kissed him on the cheek.Zainal then asked the juvenile: “Is that the way you seek forgiveness from your mother?“You should bend down and sit near her properly.”The juvenile then sat at the side of the bench and embraced his mother and kissed her hands.The juvenile, the third of five siblings, was 17 when he and his friends attacked a policeman with a helmet and scaffolding frame on Jan 5.They also robbed him of his pistol, five bullets and a pair of handcuffs.The facts stated that L/Kpl S. Paramasiwam suffered six stitches on the head, five stitches on the chin and swellings on the right cheek and left hand after being assaulted by a group of 10 people in Cheras.The judge also asked the juvenile’s seven co-accused to look at the crying mother and child.Touched by what they saw, they also cried.Members of the gallery shed tears as well.The juvenile, who claimed he only intended to collect scrap metal for extra income at the time of the offence, promised never to repeat his mistake.Zainal later imposed a two-year good behaviour bond on the juvenile under Section 91(1)(b) of the Child Act 2001 with a RM1,000 collateral.“Sometimes, you have to be firm if you are a judge. It is the love of your mother which has saved you,” Zainal told the juvenile.One of the co-accused, security guard Nor Azlan Johari, 26, was jailed for nine months for assaulting the policeman.The prosecution, led by DPP Lee Keng Fatt, withdrew the robbery charges against the others.

FEW TIPS TO SHARE

2009-04-28T22:31:00.000-07:00

It’s hard to see someone who is very calm in facing obstacles and hardships nowadays. The question is; can we become such a person? My answer would be a definite yes.

In present, there are so many methods introduced or created in helping people to achieve or striving for calmness for examples meditation, yoga, tai-chi etc.
However, in my opinion as regard to this matter is that the methods used are not important. What matters most is for us to identify and solve our problems with an open mind. Apart from that, we must be happy for ourselves and others in facing this world that full with challenges.

Few tips to be happy and calm feel calm:
1.Know your own self.
2.Don’t forget your root.
3.Love what you do and be happy with it.
4.Love your neighbors/others.
5.Learn to say sorry and start forgiving others.
6.Smile, as it releases all kind of pain.
7.Be humble and control your emotions.
8.Take time for yourself.
9.Be positive and think positive.
10.LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!

P/S: HOPE MY TIPS HELP YOU…;)

How Corrupted Are We?

2009-04-22T22:17:00.000-07:00

Great power come with great responsibility. Thats what was said in the movie. Yet, do we really appreciate and perform our obligations? Most of us dont. Each group of community tend to be in favour of their own people. thats what i've realized lately. When a person decide a particular situation, matters regarding his and his own people's interest will always be taken into account, no matter it will cause to unjust. i'm not just talking as regard to the government, but also each and every types of organization in our country in particular. See for yourself as regard to this matter in organization like politics party, companies and even in a kampung. But, to know the truth, u must first be in their organization. lastly before i end, no matter what are the situations out there, we must first be steadfast on our own standing and should not be affected be others. only then we can be happy in this corrupted world....;)