Its been a long time since I visit this blog.
Too much work and commitment in work..:) Still, men should have a break a guess. Been sick for a week now. Hope to get well soon so that I can move on with my plan to finish up research and works. Plus, must get well for camping at the end of this month.
Work? Currently doing research for a particular project.. Cant describe how much i love doing the job. I did really learn many things from the research.
Home? i haven't forget a single thing about it. Once a month visit to my hometown is part of the training I've been giving myself so that i wont be homesick when started joining the service (Insyaallah). Luckily my family members understand me well and they in fact support me for anything that I do either directly or indirectly.
Study? 1 more semester to go before I'm called a university graduate with degree in law. I'll do my very best for this semester so that i wont regret anything. Study more & play more is my motto... :)

That's all for now. Wish that God allows me to visit this blog again next time..
PEACE OUT....

The 2nd Chance...

I faced death today.. Yet, my life is still long. The will to keep on living, that's the savior. Was i scared??? Definitely! Its not that I'm scared to die. I'm scared that I'll leave all people that i love the most behind with them missing me n without me having the opportunity to give or contribute to them anything yet.
Its true when people said that u will see some picture when you are about to die. In my case the only picture that was running through my mind was my family members' faces. It make me think after the incident that noting is more important other than my family. Today, since the 2nd chance is given to me, I promised myself to dedicate my life to my family especially my Mom n Erina.
An advice to all is that, enjoy your life n keep up with your family when you still has the chance. Life is short n u just don't know when its gonna end...

NAILS IN THE FENCE

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.

Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.

The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence He said, 'You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. But it won't matter how many times you say I’m sorry, the wound will still be there.”

3 jam saje lagi...

3 jam sebelum legal research perlu dihantar... Apa yang aku buat? lepak2 depan laptop browse internet. hahaha.. Dah kalau semua orang nak serabut-serabut, sibuk, takkan la aku nak join. Sekarang pasrah je tunggu submission. Kalau kena halau, balik bilik n siapkan alatan memancing untuk weekend ni. Bukannya susahpun hidup ni..:)

KERJA, KERJA, KERJA

Bila dah 4th year, what do u expect? Bajet power, kerek dgn junior. Tapi reality nye.. KERJA......! Berlambak-lambak kerja diberi. Kelas, tutor, assignments, presentation dan yang sewaktu dengannye. Bila cuti Awal Muharam, kerja. Bila cuti christmas, kerja. Bila cuti New Year, pun kerja...! Lama2 mati sebab buat kerja. Bila kerja dah banyak, mental tak stable, otak pun mereng..

Bila orang pijak kepala kita, kita buat ape?
Bila orang cuba nak guna kan kita, kita buat ape?
Bila orang kurang ajar dengan kita, kita buat ape?Bila kita rasa nak pijak muka orang tu, kita buat ape?
Bila dah tak boleh sabar lagi, takkan taknak buat ape-ape......

12.15.22.5.12

Everytime i'm with you i feel the pain, yet the pain is so beautiful that its hard for me to let it be cured. If only you know how i feel, if only you know what i meant, and if only you know the pain.. Hey, miss you evry minute in my life till the last drop of my soul is drained...